Thursday, May 28, 2015

I'm at a bit of a standstill

I haven't had much to write of late.  I've finished the third draft of the play and have it out to my family and a few others to read and give me feedback.  I'm quite anxious about it as I don't really think it works and I don't know what to do next.  I think I need that feedback before I can move forward.  If people think it is ready, I'm up for a reading and will be trying to pull people together in early June.  That should help a lot.  Hearing it read will help me to see what does and doesn't work.  BUT, I'm terrified that it will be such a flop that I'll embarrass myself.

I never expected to be a playwright but felt that this was a story I wanted to explore and tell.  It has ended up far different from what I had thought it might be.  To be honest, it is a disappointment to me that I haven't found the way to make it a fully dramatic piece.  I think it is a reading and I'm trying to accept that.  My hope is that it will be successful as that.  Still, I feel like I personally accomplished something and I don't want to belittle that.

Otherwise, waiting for the editors to respond to my article.  That also has me anxious.

So... I'm anxious.  I guess that should have been the title!

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